fuck!!

Is it that easy? noo, it´s not!

Have to beat my mind! and open up my horizons!


I don´t want to feel old beside him, i don´t want to feel limitated! I don´t want to be the ¨mom¨, i don´t want to . . . . ok i have to focus in what i want.

and let the time to speak!

Breathe and . . . relax! RELAX! Let the wind blow helen! let the WIND blow!